God's Goodness + Life's Uncertainty.

You know all of those popular quotes about everything ending up okay in the end? Yeah, I always find those to be super inspirational and helpful.

Until I'm actually in a situation where I need to remember that everything is going to be okay.

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It's been a long week y'all. And I'm sitting here this morning good-naturedly chuckling and rolling my eyes at myself. Because when things get tough, I seem to forget every single time that God has been constant, good, and faithful. But He is. Always. And I'm here at the end of an emotionally exhausting week to say that God is really really good, and I'm thankful that His mercies are new every morning.

In addition to it being the end of a long week, it's also the beginning of a brand new month (!!!).

For the past three years, March has been pretty bittersweet, as it's the last full month of school. But this year it's my last full month of school... ever. So that's scary.

Right now, my focus is on my graduation recital, as well as wanting to finish my courses and my internship well. Reading week was last week, and most of the time I do a lot of homework over reading week and then I come back feeling burnt out, unrested, and unmotivated. But last week I didn't do very much homework at all. Although I was ever so slightly stressed about that, I've gotten a lot done this week and I'm actually feeling motivated and rested and ready to SLAY these last eight weeks of school.

I've really been trying to be more excited about the uncertainty of life, and let me be honest and tell ya that it's pretty tough. I'm learning that I'm much more impatient than I ever thought I was, which is a bit of an annoying realization. I'm praying lots and trying to wait on God's timing, but I really just want to know what's going to happen!! But can you blame me? Some post-graduation plans I thought I had just fell through so it's back to the drawing board, and I don't know how to not do homework, just to name a couple of my thoughts.

But I'm realizing every day that I need to keep going back to how I started this post. Basking in God's goodness, consistency, and faithfulness. I know that I have a place to live after graduation, I've had a couple of cool opportunities presented to me recently, so I guess I don't have absolutely no idea what post-graduation life looks like.

And really, it's all pointing me more and more to Christ, and pushing me to rely on Him constantly and trust Him with everything.

So it'll all be okay in the end, right?